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You demand me not smoke that much eventually you mean not to smoke,you said not to smoke that much I did it..

I used to smoke almost a pack one day,from the start you demand me not to smoke so much,I did you know one day like 2-4 cigarette only is that not good enough I've done my best!

I smoke because it could make me feel relax better than taking drugs. I smoke because I miss my dad I wish I could have a dad that always be with us and cared about me and mom so we won't be so hard on our life! :(

But is not gonna happen..he is not the Oone in those movie THE GREATEST DAD EVER I'm not in a perfect family.
Back then when he was at home the smell of the smoke and in the air-cond room is just like now when I smoke I get back the feel that like I had a GREATEST DAD you know?! :(

For you are my girlfriend I have complete my mission to not to smoke that much I've been a good boy since then I LOVE YOU YOU KNOW ANOT?

But the whole day I only smoked once and at the time we ate at the restaurant I take a cigarette and smoke and you give me that look that (脸色) even you finish ate you throw the plate and give me the look

Tell me what should I do..